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Jennifer Dixey's Shared Poems

train window haiku ii

peaceful cows, chewing,
don't even notice the train,
me, my busy mind

train window haiku

the opposite train
flies by, appears so solid:
life-like illusion

five times ten

fifty, they
say, is the time
for reflection:
what is my purpose?
is there progress
here, or just
progression?
ten - twenty - thirty
forty - tomorrow
I'll start thinking about it
for 365 days I'll try
to live up to
what I must be.
meanwhile I have
an hour and a half
to be 49, just 49 -
and all I have to do
is write this poem.

safety/glass

Leap.
There is nothing in front of you.
Oh that? Yes, you’re wise enough
to see a glint of something shiny
from the corner of your eye.

That’s glass. Just jump through
to what you can see on the other side --
that empty space. You can live there.

Don’t look down, don’t see
the tiger’s mouth, open and waiting below,
the waves that will catch and not release you,
the dark. It will be okay.

The opposite is true, of course.
The tiger will tear you to pieces.
The waves will pull you under until your knees scrape the gravel of a cold lakebed, your feet get tangled in the seaweed of the Pacific, your head comes to rest
gently against the smooth concrete at the bottom of the swimming pool.

The dark though, the dark will hold you like you’ve never
been held before, sweep through you, become you.
Your eyes won’t even work any more.
You won’t remember that you have them.
You won’t remember what light is.

Don’t believe me?

Jump.
All will be revealed.

Or you could just
stay where you are.

The tiger will keep sleeping
if you leave it alone.

The waves are content without you.

The dark? It will live on, too, elastic, velvet, silent. It will wait, like it’s always waited.

They don’t need you.
You need them.

human/being

we are beings of light
we are dreams and visions
we are voices

but those voices emanate
just as much
from what is earth in us:
lungs, heart, guts ... bugs.

yes, bugs.

today I read in National Geographic
that there are so many microorganisms
in every one of us that their total weight
in each of us outweighs
a human head. so,

apparently, we are more:
a whole community,
a sea, a teeming pond of critters
without self-awareness
that travels with us,
eats with us, breathes with us
and that we can live for years without knowing
even exist, let alone in such numbers.

now, to face the miracle:

we are both holy and dirt
we are both being and human
we are both animal and artifice

like birds, we are flesh that sings

and only if we are very lucky
do we learn how to reach in to the art
and become, if only for a moment
more than what we are

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